no one ever said it would be this hard

I didn't think that I could have a worse day than I did yesterday, but I was wrong. Today was worse, much worse. I don't know why, but it seems like it was just a "shit on Allison" day and every one decided to participate. I was thisclose to actually quitting my job on the spot, but I managed to get through the day. Getting home was a relief until my dad decided to wake me up out of a nap to verbally attack me for not "picking up after myself" and other ridiculous things like that. It was just completely assenine. I'm sorry that I was sick for most of the week last week and still don't feel 100% and want to sleep every chance that I get when I'm not working. What I really wanted to say was "WELL GUESS WHAT, YOU WON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT FOR MUCH LONGER!" but, I refrained. That would have opened up a whole nother' box that I'm not getting into with him right now. In about a week (hopefully) he'll be brought up to speed on that. I honestly can't wait.

I'm really just so ready to be done with this phase of my life. Done. And soon, I think I will be.