6/3/08

getting better

my lower back is killing me. left side really only. it's almost as bad as last year when I pulled a muscle in the same area that left me completely couch-ridden for 3 days. that is not the case this time, but it still hurts. I Web-MD'd it and of course, it always just freaks me out with some of the things that it could possibly be. i've already been going toe-to-toe with my dad about this whole diabetes thing (he's really pushing me to go get checked for it and honestly I should but I just never have the time to make the appointment) and this is just the icing on the cake. I don't know. I'm hoping that the soreness will just go away soon.

I'm surprised that I didn't get fired from my job today. honestly though, if it were any other job I probably would have. I just made a mistake yesterday and some $$ came up missing and it all kind of fell back on me. i'm taking full accountability for it because it was mostly my fault but not completely. oh well, all I can say is that it was a mistake and I've learned from it and it will never happen again.

a big change in my life could be happening here soon. very very soon. much sooner than I thought it would. I'm trying not to get completely excited because I'm not 100% sure that it's going to happen yet, but it's looking so so so promising that it's really hard not to. no one knows about it yet either except for two people. I can't wait to drop the bomb on others if it works out though. It'll be pretty epic, that's for sure.

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